3 days ago, I celebrated my 29th birthday. I was doing okay, I subbed taught during the day, my girlfriends surprised me with coffee and breakfast, and the day seemed to be a happy one.
Then, I thought about it.
No family, Dad was gone, and Mom lives far away. No siblings to share the happiness...(they too, were far away) and I was sad.
Any other year, I would have been fine. Just another birthday, but would have made it a point to visit my family (Mom, Dad, Katy, Sam) sometime that weekend.
My sadness lasted a long time, and my friends and family were calling to check on me. I was fine, just sad. Even my own children were trying to cheer me up.
I got over it that evening, when I had a time to reflect...talked with Sam (my brother), my twin sister, and my Mom, and Grandpa Sheahen, and felt better. Growing old doesn't really bother me, missing my family, does.
Although, 29 is hardly, old. Next year, when I turn 30, I might have a different mentality! LOL!
My girlfriends took me out on Friday night, and I indulged in a guiltfree night of laughs, dancing, drinks, and quality mommy time with friends. Saturday, Alex had a football game after which we traveled to visit my Mom, my sister, and her family. I wanted to make it to the casino, but didn't have the time to.
The family time was nice. I do have more to ad, but I have to cut this post short, for a phone call. Will write again when I get a chance.
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