Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Forgive the Slacking

It's been FOREVER since  I have posted here. 

I can't justify my lack of posts.  I can just give excuses.  Basically, I have been slacking.

It's not that my Dad isn't on my mind, because he is.  Truth is I think about him everyday.  Sometimes more days than others, but there isn't a  day that goes by that he isn't somewhere in my head.

Truth is....
I miss my Dad terribly.  I needed him to be here for many reasons, selfishly, but I know he was needed somewhere else.

I take comfort in knowing that he is "OK" now.  It has taken me almost (4) years to figure this out. 

That being said, please forgive me for the rant, because on days like today I feel the urge to scream!

DAD!  I MISS YOU!  I LOVE YOU! 

I cannot believe tomorrow marks (4) years that you took your last breath!