Tonight, folding laundry, I thought of my Dad.
A pair of Steve's windpants (like the ones you used to wear) and that was all it took to get me thinking. Dad, I miss you. Others miss you too. I often wonder how you are...what you are doing...and if you are ok. My faith helps somewhat, but I still have these questions running though my head. I can't think of the last day I haven't had a thought of you. In fact, I don't think there has been a single day since you have passed away, that I have not had something pop into my head that reminded me of you. I like that. I never want to lose this sense of remembrance of you. I like remembering good times, and sometimes I think about the not so good times. Either way, I think of you often.
I love you Dad!
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Chicago Trip down memory lane
The rush of the holidays are over. I am finding that time doesn't sit still these days. Between my family and work. I have been a busy lady.
We recently took a trip to Chicago to recharge as a family. This was a well deserved and well needed vacay for us all.
Of course, going back there brought back memories of Dad.
Cub Fans everywhere, seeing the L Train which we took to Wrigley, driving though downtown, sightseeing, Solider Field, museums, and so much more.
We even made a trip to the HARPO Studios so I could have my pic taken by the OPRAH sign. :)
I thought of my Dad and our trips to visit relatives in IL. Paying tollways, shopping at G Mills. The drive provided me with lots of time to think and remember of those times.
It saddens me to think that those times are long gone and that I will not get to do those things with my Dad again, but on the other hand...I feel happy to be able to provide my children with some of the same adventures.
Dad, you would have been proud of us, and I know you were smiling down on us when we thought of you. I prayed silently at each spot that reminded me of my Dad. I couldn't help, but to smile when memories flooded my head.
We hope to travel back in the spring, and catch a CUBS game with the boys.
Dad, you are thought about and missed, everyday.
We recently took a trip to Chicago to recharge as a family. This was a well deserved and well needed vacay for us all.
Of course, going back there brought back memories of Dad.
Cub Fans everywhere, seeing the L Train which we took to Wrigley, driving though downtown, sightseeing, Solider Field, museums, and so much more.
We even made a trip to the HARPO Studios so I could have my pic taken by the OPRAH sign. :)
I thought of my Dad and our trips to visit relatives in IL. Paying tollways, shopping at G Mills. The drive provided me with lots of time to think and remember of those times.
It saddens me to think that those times are long gone and that I will not get to do those things with my Dad again, but on the other hand...I feel happy to be able to provide my children with some of the same adventures.
Dad, you would have been proud of us, and I know you were smiling down on us when we thought of you. I prayed silently at each spot that reminded me of my Dad. I couldn't help, but to smile when memories flooded my head.
We hope to travel back in the spring, and catch a CUBS game with the boys.
Dad, you are thought about and missed, everyday.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Christmas is almost here
Well, Dad
Christmas is almost here....
My kids are overjoyed and have been counting down the days for almost a month. It's fun to see their excitement.
I am doing well. Just can't help, but to think of those Christmas' when we were all together, wacky gift exchanges, good food, and laughs. Ah, the good old days for sure.
I miss all that, but look forward to making memories my children can share.
Just wanted to send a little note. I am thinking of Dad often.
Christmas is almost here....
My kids are overjoyed and have been counting down the days for almost a month. It's fun to see their excitement.
I am doing well. Just can't help, but to think of those Christmas' when we were all together, wacky gift exchanges, good food, and laughs. Ah, the good old days for sure.
I miss all that, but look forward to making memories my children can share.
Just wanted to send a little note. I am thinking of Dad often.
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Happy Birthday to my brother, Sam!
I would like to wish my brother Sam, a Happy 23rd Birthday. I remember a lot about that day-even though I was only a kindergartner. I got on the bus and left for school that day, and the bus driver asked me the same question she had for a week now. "Did your Mom hav that baby yet?' Katy and I always laughed and said, "not yet". After school, I remember seeing my Grandma Sheahen's car in our driveway. That's when I knew the baby was here!
Sam was a chubby little man, and my sister and I were proud. Hard to believe that was so many years ago!
Today, is a little emotional for all of us, especially Sam, who misses Dad probably more than anyone will ever know.
Thankfully, he spent some time at Mom's today-and I spoke with him earlier today on the phone.
Dad, you are in our thoughts today, like always, but I have a special request for you today-keep Sam in your thoughts and prayers on his birthday.
Thank you. and Love you too!
Sam was a chubby little man, and my sister and I were proud. Hard to believe that was so many years ago!
Today, is a little emotional for all of us, especially Sam, who misses Dad probably more than anyone will ever know.
Thankfully, he spent some time at Mom's today-and I spoke with him earlier today on the phone.
Dad, you are in our thoughts today, like always, but I have a special request for you today-keep Sam in your thoughts and prayers on his birthday.
Thank you. and Love you too!
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Snow Dump
Well, winter is for sure here now...we got dumped on last night...probably 12 inches or so. The kids love it. Me, not so much.
I am not a huge fan of winter driving, snow shoveling, and cold weather. But, I live in Wisconsin, and I have to endure all 3 from now until March!
Thankfully, we now have a snowblower which eases the snow shoveling. It was our big purchase last year, and has defiantly paid for itself already! Dad loved snow removal. Yes, he complained about having to do it, but still did it. He did removal for others too. I remember in the recent years he did work at the condo complex he lived in, helping others with their removal. Even when he came to my house. He would be out chopping at the ice at the end of my driveway. The last time, he even wrecked our shovel doing it. Of course, Steve and I laughed, proabably me more than Steve, but Dad didn't seem to care, because it worked...the ice was gone, and now, so was the shovel. Of course, now I wished I would have saved that shovel because it would have been another concrete memory.
Well...that's about he for now. Just wanted to share another memory. Thinking of you, Dad. Now, at the moment. Thought of you today when I was removing snow.
I miss you and love you!
I am not a huge fan of winter driving, snow shoveling, and cold weather. But, I live in Wisconsin, and I have to endure all 3 from now until March!
Thankfully, we now have a snowblower which eases the snow shoveling. It was our big purchase last year, and has defiantly paid for itself already! Dad loved snow removal. Yes, he complained about having to do it, but still did it. He did removal for others too. I remember in the recent years he did work at the condo complex he lived in, helping others with their removal. Even when he came to my house. He would be out chopping at the ice at the end of my driveway. The last time, he even wrecked our shovel doing it. Of course, Steve and I laughed, proabably me more than Steve, but Dad didn't seem to care, because it worked...the ice was gone, and now, so was the shovel. Of course, now I wished I would have saved that shovel because it would have been another concrete memory.
Well...that's about he for now. Just wanted to share another memory. Thinking of you, Dad. Now, at the moment. Thought of you today when I was removing snow.
I miss you and love you!
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Happy Thanksgiving!
Happy Thanksgiving!
Had a nice Thanksgiving meal today at my Mom's today...
Thanksgiving, a day to be thankful...this year I am thankful for family, friends, good health, the norm, just like most years. Thank you to Mom, for the wonderful meal. Kate, Sam, Brother in law, Jay, it was nice to see all of you. I always enjoy these gatherings. Dad, you were for sure missed today, but provided us with ample conversation, multiple times, today!
It felt good to gather with my family, again. As always, a holiday makes me think of how things used to be...when you were still with us...
I got a little emotional on the way up to Mom's. Knowing that you are not physically with us anymore, is still painful. I still have sudden outbursts of tears and sadness, but it's getting better, I think...
Today, I thought about when we were younger and the Thanksgiving meals we shared. You always loved Thanksgiving-turkey and mashed potatoes-your fave...were a staple on this holiday. We certainly ate our share today, had tons of laughs, and a really nice time.
Had a nice Thanksgiving meal today at my Mom's today...
Thanksgiving, a day to be thankful...this year I am thankful for family, friends, good health, the norm, just like most years. Thank you to Mom, for the wonderful meal. Kate, Sam, Brother in law, Jay, it was nice to see all of you. I always enjoy these gatherings. Dad, you were for sure missed today, but provided us with ample conversation, multiple times, today!
It felt good to gather with my family, again. As always, a holiday makes me think of how things used to be...when you were still with us...
I got a little emotional on the way up to Mom's. Knowing that you are not physically with us anymore, is still painful. I still have sudden outbursts of tears and sadness, but it's getting better, I think...
Today, I thought about when we were younger and the Thanksgiving meals we shared. You always loved Thanksgiving-turkey and mashed potatoes-your fave...were a staple on this holiday. We certainly ate our share today, had tons of laughs, and a really nice time.
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